2 months ago, there was an sms in my mobile. It contains an invitation to come back to Makassar because there were a lot of job there. But I refused it because I was so sure that I can find job in Jakarta. I was so sure that if I can wait patiently, there will be a lot opportunities for me in the future.

2 months passed, I am still jobless. I think I’m in my most difficult position financially in my life. I’ve never been like this before. I am desperate. But I don’t know who to blame.

2 months later, how my life is going to be. is it going to remain same? or i get an improvement or i fall down deeper?